I TRIED

I TRIED.. 

I tried to be who you wanted me to be
          your sex slave
         your Bonnie to your Clyde lifestyle.
I gave you the Best Head 
Isn't that what you said? 
Instead you of loving me you manipulated my mind to build yourself up 
Got on you feet and looked down on me. 
You said we were good but that changed 
You even said I would wear your last name
I tried......
What was it about her that made you make love to her in my face as if I wasn't in the there?
Her moans & arch in her back like she missed your loving.
Imagine that...
you just don't get it, do you?
After all the Bulls**** I still had love for you
But eventually got tired of trying to be your Pedastool 
You didn't like the New Me!
NEW Job, New Car, New Attitude 
as long as I depended on you, you thought I would need you.
I built up my confidence and broke all your rules. 
You told me no one would love me like you..
But when you found out that I was Happy 
You said I was acting Brand New !
You had the nerve to pull up and bring all your clothes to move in with me.
I closed the door 
Love don't live here anymore !
You were Ray Charles to Your own mess that you hadn't realized you had broken me down and I had no more fight in me.
I looked you in your eyes and replied. 
I TRIED

INWARD STRENGTH

HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE THE WORLD WAS CRASHING. BUT YOU HAD TO TRY TO BEAT THE WORLD WITH EVERY LAST BREATH IN YOU BECAUSE OF THE LITTLE PEOPLE WHO BELONG TO YOU ARE LOOKING UP TO YOU?
WELL THIS IS WHERE I HAVE BEEN THE PAST FEW DAYS. AFTER ALMOST 4 YEARS OF CHRONIC PAIN THE SMALLEST THINGS SET THE FLARE UPS. DOCTORS MISDIAGNOSING YOU. YOU'RE UNABLE TO DO 1/2 THE THINGS YOU USE TO DO. NOBODY CALLS TO CHECK ON YOU AND YOU'RE STILL FIGHTING FOR HOPE THAT THERE WILL BE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL.
 YOU MAY SPEND DAYS CRYING WITH ANXIETY ATTACKS. DON'T EVER BE ASHAMED OF THOSE TEARS THAT IS YOUR BODY RELEASING THE PAIN SO THAT YOU CAN BUILD INWARD STRENGTH.
1. CHANGE YOUR WAY OF THINKING
2. TRY MEDITATION
3. PRAYER
4. REMEMBER SOFT MUSIC AND LEVELS OF HRTZ CAN REACH THOSE INTERNAL CHANNELS
 WHATEVER IT TAKES TO REBUILD THOSE TORN WALLS DO IT!
ITS NOT EASY PUTTING THE BROKEN PUZZLE BACK TOGETHER AGAIN! JUST REMEMBER SOMEBODY STORY MAY BE WORSE THAN YOURS.

STAY STRONG

TRUST THE PROCESS

We are impatient people! We try to have control of everything.. if only we sit back &let God be the lamp to our life! Trust the process~

MESSAGE: STOP TRYING TO CARRY THOSE LOADS ON YOUR OWN WITHOUT RELYING ON GOD TO CARRY YOU THROUGH THEM

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REBUILD YOUR FAITH

WHEN YOU'RE IN A DARK PLACE IN YOUR LIFE YOU MAY FEEL LIKE ITS THE END OF THE WORLD. YOU MAY NOT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ARE SUFFERING, YOU HAVE TO GIVE ALL THOSE WORRIES AND PAIN TO THE LORD. LET HIM HANDLE THOSE CARES AND WORRIES. WE WANT TO HANDLE EVERYTHING ON OUR OWN WITHOUT FULLY TRUSTING THE LORD'S WILL AND PROCESS. 

IN THE COMING WEEKS I WILL SHARE MY STORY.. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR SYMPATHY. I JUST WANT TO ENCOURAGE THE NEXT PERSON TO REBUILD YOUR FAITH AND INNER STRENGTH WHILE TRUSTING THE PROCESS.

FOLLOW ME PLEASE

I WANT TO THANK EACH OF YOU FOR FOLLOWING ME. 

 GO TO THE TOP RIGHT SECTION AND CLICK FOLLOW 

THANK YOU IN ADVANCE

 

The phoenix is a mythological bird that recycles its own life. When it perceives its impending death, the phoenix ignites itself into a magnificent fire. In time, it reemerges from its own ashes – reborn, renewed, and very much alive


Think of yourself as a Phoenix who has lost everything and felt like giving up. The phoenix takes those ashes and recycles itself into magnificient fire and renews that inner strength to conquer.

Those moments you thought you couldn't make it because you gave up. 
Use that set back as a way to get back up and try again. 

Embrace your inner Strength

WELCOME

Hello everyone! I would like to welcome you to my site Phoenix Rises Above. It will be a blog site that reaches out to anyone who has suffered from violence, depression, losing someone to illness. I would like to encourage you to adjust your crown and move forward with your life.
I have battled each of these levels in my life. Each time I had to self direct myself into moving forward by adjusting my crown. I will admit its not easy. There will be days you will have to remind yourself of your purpose in life to carry on, inspite of the burdens you may bear along the way.
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